I'm really sorry for getting well above myself and going off on one. In particular, I apologise for the personal abuse, which I feel really bad about. I was frustrated, I was also quite drunk, but there's no excuse for behaving like a spoilt little bitch.
I'm not going to sub anything else this month to show I mean it, and I hope I can come back in. I'd completely lost any sense of perspective this month, and also managed to create a paranoid little world where loads of old mates were picking each other's stuff straight away. I now realise that everyone has different taste and I was being a dick.
Sorry. I hope you can forgive my childish tantrum.